Thursday, March 11, 2010

GrannyPics






This is a photography assignment I did for school. We had to pick a person to portrait but without the person actually being in the picture. I picked my gran because she's a very nice subject. She has a very big and present personality and it shows everywhere! She hasn't seen the pictures yet, she's on holiday. I wonder what she thinks of it. I made 120 photo's and made this selection of 5 (we could only pick 5)so that was a task on itself.
I think it came out oke.

And the Oscar goes to: PIXAR!


I've been a pixar fan from the beginning. It was a new age coming from the soft but also very beautiful Disney films (had a lot of those). Pixar gave animated film a whole new dimension. My personal favorites: Ratatouille and...SQUIRREL!..... Up. Up just won two oscars, I stayed up to watch, I didn't want to miss anything of my favorite character: dug! I love him! Every movie just keeps getting better. All the glory goes to the entire pixar family who makes these beautiful things possible. A couple of weeks ago I saw a really cool documentary about them called The Pixar Story. It has been around for a couple of years, just never knew about it. But is definitely one to watch. Very cool to get to know the history and the amazing people behind it. Just seen the webside, they still have some job openings, I would LOVE to work for pixar, but then I'll have to move to Canada. Who knows, maybe some day.
But one thing I do know: I can't wait to see the next movie...

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Mark + Andy = Me

I am still trying to get my head around the fact that I like Andy Warhol just as much as I like Mark Rothko...


They both strongly represent me: How I am and how I feel about art.


Does this make me a twisted or torn person? Or maybe not a person at all. Maybe this is what will make me an artist if I know how to translate both of them on to my canvas.


And then the canvas will be me.


...done.


Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Stuck in a designers box

I feel like I’m stuck in a box which is getting smaller and smaller. It’s a scary feeling I don’t know how to deal with. The box in this case is the art academy, the graphic design department. When I first entered the box it was spacious, maybe not even a box, just a space without a roof. With all kinds of creativity, materials, and learning experiences raining down to fill the space with everything I need to make anything I want. The problem is that I feel that the teachers are taking stuff out of my beautiful box because they think it is just not for use. They keep making my box smaller and smaller so that just the thing they think is nice and useable to make a good design remains.

When I create something I do not always have a ‘valid’ reason for it (didn’t know I needed valid reasons in art). This is where my problem starts. They will ask me why did you choose this color, this composition, this type? It is the feeling that it gives me and that is something I can not possibly articulate. And if I can’t name the reasons, then my design is wrong.
I always have an idea when I start doing something and I do have a lot of reasons, I love a good concept that can make a piece strong. But I’m allowing myself to have creative coincidence, a flow and a feel and love for art(which an artist should have and I thought I was accepted to the academy for that reason). It is not always an A to Z plan, it comes the way it does. Concept or not.

Then my second problem: teachers preferences. I found out exactly what to do to get a good grade, I know what the teachers like, what their taste is, what is perceived as a good design in their eyes. But every time I make something I think is a good design, they disapprove of. Sometimes not directly, but they seem to figure out a way to push me in a certain direction. I know that is the whole point of teaching but a lot of their ideas and perception are dated. They have the familyrecipe on how to make a good design. Repeating the recipe over and over again in the same way does not make a new recipe. Changing or adding ingredients does, you can keep the core of the recipe to keep the balance right, but by renewing you take the boring out. With problem number two comes number three: the cooking itself, its all about the process they say. It’s just my process they don’t like. But what is the point of even having a process or a recipe if the same things keep coming out. They make it look like there’s only one way, one kind of process to make a good design, and you just have to stick with it to get your grade. With this behavior they are just denying that Dadaism, expressionism and pop art ever existed. They don't need to agree, they just have to keep an open mind and an open box for us students.

So these are my options. Say yes and amen, make up a concept, make up some reasons for my choices, do the process, make designs which are perceived as nice, balanced, oke. Finish the academy with some good grades. And on top off all thing, leave the academy with the smallest box ever, with a nice roof build on top so no newness and originality or different stuff can enter.
Or do I make an outcast of myself, make designs I love and which gives people a special feeling. Enter many many discussions which I can not win. Finish the school with low grades. And on top off all things, leave the academy without a box and a fresh air of creativity, coming experiences and endless beauty to mold and absorb.

Tough choice….

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Practice makes perfect...I hope.

I have a lot of work to do on my sketching. I'm supposed to sketch before making my adobe package do all the work (I need to put my concepts on paper first). But mine seem to be too rough. A bit scruffy you might say. I want to improve that so my sketches can almost be the final design. More detail and sophistication is the key.

I used to be really good at drawing and I love to do it. When I draw, I just forget everything around me. But I stopped doing it when I was around 13 years old, because of school. I'm going to have to pick it up where I left.

I'm practicing with naked models (that sounds weird). We did some modelsketching in class before so I know the basics, but there was so little time to put them on the canvas! So I took my time and tried again at home with the results below. I have improved so that's a good thing, but I need more work. Especially when I saw the sketches from EdenSpiekermann and other graphic designers. It's just a very important part of the job.

I bought some beautifull pencils and other materials to make it easier to get started on it. Next stop: faces, machinery, nature and other lovely complicated things to draw. I'll keep you updated :)



Monday, January 25, 2010

2 down, 2 to go...

The last couple of weeks have been crazy! I have been working really hard to get some good grades out of the last 2 semesters. The individual grades (the one you get for each subject from the teacher of that subject) where really good. I felt so relieved after that. The last one was on a wednesday and we all had some applepie and wine. Everybody was happy.

But then we just had to do one more thing: exhibit everything you have made in the last 2 semesters. Then all the teachers would come and have a look and give you one more grade. This part didn't go so well, for anybody. The teachers were extremely harsh, I hadn't expected that! I understand that they have a name to keep up. Only the best can continue. Anyway, the general outcome was that everything was just shit. I was going to make photo's but I just forgot. I didn't cry in front of the 'firing squad' but I cried my eyes out on the way back home. It was just so sad for everyone. Because everybody worked so hard. What started as a good thing has had a gloomy aftertaste.

Tonight the new semester will start. Photography, arthistory, drawing letters and optical grammatical design. I have to give 200% and get it completely right to be able to get to the second year. The one positive outcome of all this was that our group (which is already very small) has gotten a lot closer :)
2 down, 2 to go.....

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Mondo Bizzarro Gallery


Today I found a goldmine, diamondmine actually. I am so excited, I really need to share this. You know I keep following Ray Caesar in the hope of him coming to a gallery near Holland any time soon. So I ran into this website of the Mondo Bizzarro Gallery in Rome Italy. Ray Caesar will exhibit his work there for a month. Me being curious about the gallery with their interesting slogan: 'In art only the bizarre is beautiful', looked at some other artist who have exhibited there. What I found was a goldmine. My wall of heroes has expanded radically after visisting. And this special gallery has become a must-see as well. But back to the artist. There are some really amazing surrealists out there(so this must be the place they have all been hiding :p). They all have their own styles and methods but they have a lot in common too. It is the dark touch and the feel that takes your breath away. I noticed that a lot of the artists are from Japan. I am going to research the artists so I can post some articles about them, and help everyone know they excist. And I am absolutely going to plan a trip to Rome soon. I just have to see this beautifull gallery...
http://www.mondobizzarro.net/index_mondo_bizzarro.htm